12.12.2005

first day of break and i cleaned my house!! ^^
i vacummed the whole house...
i wipe all the tables...
i cleaned my room...
ironed my clothes...
took everything out from under my bed...
found lots of cool stuff...
start playing with all those puzzles...
the ones that i love to play w/ at the night market but never bought..
i actually already have them.. and i never remembered @@''
so i start trying to solve them..
everytime i solve one i run to my mom's room and tell her to solve..
hahaha but she can never figure one out..
i guess i just wanna show her how smart i am hahahaha
then she asked me why won't i bug tina instead...
she told me to stop bugging her cuz she's at a climax in her book T_T''
then i went back to my room and continue to play haha
then i dumped them all back under my bed....
couldn't find a place for this semester's binder...
so i cleaned the closet outside my room...
dumped all tina's stuff...
and put my binder there...
it's so clean.. hahahaha

while looking under the bed.. i found photos of old friends... especially found this one and i remember wut she sed to me that changed me >_<'' i used to be a girl that loves to share everything that's going on in my life.. i thought that's what friends do... share stuff? then one day she dun wanna b my frd nomore i asked why? she sed i always show off and brag... T_T'' she sez i always tell her happy stuff that happened to me but never sad stuff.. how am i suppose to tell sad stuff when no sad stuff happens? or i just like focusing on the happy stuff in my life? is that so wrong? i dunno i was so hurt.. and since then.. i dun like talking about my life. when ppl ask how's it going? wutja up to today? wutja doing? my answer is always.. nothing much ar.... or i just complain wut's not good abt my life T_T'' is that kinda sharing better? @@'' haha and now it's become a habit le.. i just complain T_T'' i do know i am content.. why do i still complain? blah i'm tired of complaining.. i'm gonna stop doing it!!

Comments:
who was the person tht did tht to you? u shouldnt take so personal, maybe they were not as happy thats why. u just have to find right moment to share. wow tht person really changed u.. u really dont say much when ppl say whts new.. we are both seeing how much we change lately eh?
 
heeeeeeeeeeey what happened to my comment *sniffles
haha... well that's good it didn't happen to you... *fists totally should avoid those kind of ppl.. lols... =P

i am soo damn tired...
gahh work AGAIN!! ><
 
haha... you are such a kid...
running to your mom to show her your puzzle solving skills haha...
meh... breaks are so overrated.. so far since my break started i just went to work haha... 4 shifts in and OMG!! what a tiring job... haha... but i actually enjoy this more than my last job... the staff is nicer... unlike those bitches at that restaurant haha... you know how much i hated it... i always get sick right before i go to work... that's how much i hated it. haha... whoa whoa... talking about the bad stuff haha... i knoow you love to hear my complaining... so i'll continue on... i just saw your text but i'm too lazy to text you back soo here goes... how am i doing... oh boooy i am fucking pissed off that i feel like punching someone *punch but yeah... i am doing ok. but i should stop talking about my situation cos it makes me more angry and pissed off... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ok. i'm done. haha... overall i am doing fine... LOL
 
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