1.22.2006
my mind is blank right now...
thought u would like to know....
sixteen days later....
okay.. my mind is still blank...
thought u would like an update.
thought u would like to know....
sixteen days later....
okay.. my mind is still blank...
thought u would like an update.
1.17.2006
i wanted to treat today like any other day
i believe everyday is special
why should i only get special attention/treatment this day of the year?
why can't i receive special attention everyday??
isn't it kinda mean that ppl think they should be super nice to the birthday person...
does that mean all other 364 days of the year..
it doesn't matter how u treat the person?
hahahaha!!
okay no...
i just never really placed great importance on this day cuz.. i was brought up that way...? my family dun celebrate any of the holidays other than chinese new year so birthdays are really just like any other day to me... not like.. i suddenly become wiser... appear older... or become smarter... =_='' i dun even really know wut i will be celebrating for on this day? if we were to celebrate it.. it should be a day to thank our moms for giving birth to us?
well.. it would b a lie if i sed i did thank my mom (in fact.. i made her sad today T_T'' gotta make it up to her)...
haha...i used to look forward to this day in kindergarden cuz on this day i get to bring lots of candies to share with the whole class.. (okay.. fine i only give each person one so i have lots left for myself.. hahaha) then i dun think i even remember the exact date of my birthday in early elementary skool?.... the first time i celebrated my birthday was in grade 6...keke... but now i dun really look forward to this day cuz all i can think of is..
i'm getting older @_@''..
so i keep wanting to forget it...
haha however..
my attempts failed
i can never forget this day because everybody keeps reminding me of it...
and despite how i wish it was just like any other day...
it wasn't.
and not that i'm complaining~!!
i enjoyed it LOTS!! kekeke
i am superly duperly touched by everything that everyone did!!
i feel so cared for!! ^_^
thank you for the surprise days
thank you for participating in my surprise days
thank you for the presents
thank you for the cake
thank you for the phone calls
thank you for the emails
thank you for the e-card
thank you for the letter
thank you for the sms
thank you for the blog entry
thank you for dropping by
thank you for the meals
basically...
thank you for EVERYTHING!!!!!
thank you for REMEMBERING!!!!!!
i really really really really appreciate it aLL~!!
okay... so now i gotta wait.. 365 more days to feel like this again?? hahahahahaa!!! =P
i believe everyday is special
why should i only get special attention/treatment this day of the year?
why can't i receive special attention everyday??
isn't it kinda mean that ppl think they should be super nice to the birthday person...
does that mean all other 364 days of the year..
it doesn't matter how u treat the person?
hahahaha!!
okay no...
i just never really placed great importance on this day cuz.. i was brought up that way...? my family dun celebrate any of the holidays other than chinese new year so birthdays are really just like any other day to me... not like.. i suddenly become wiser... appear older... or become smarter... =_='' i dun even really know wut i will be celebrating for on this day? if we were to celebrate it.. it should be a day to thank our moms for giving birth to us?
well.. it would b a lie if i sed i did thank my mom (in fact.. i made her sad today T_T'' gotta make it up to her)...
haha...i used to look forward to this day in kindergarden cuz on this day i get to bring lots of candies to share with the whole class.. (okay.. fine i only give each person one so i have lots left for myself.. hahaha) then i dun think i even remember the exact date of my birthday in early elementary skool?.... the first time i celebrated my birthday was in grade 6...keke... but now i dun really look forward to this day cuz all i can think of is..
i'm getting older @_@''..
so i keep wanting to forget it...
haha however..
my attempts failed
i can never forget this day because everybody keeps reminding me of it...
and despite how i wish it was just like any other day...
it wasn't.
and not that i'm complaining~!!
i enjoyed it LOTS!! kekeke
i am superly duperly touched by everything that everyone did!!
i feel so cared for!! ^_^
thank you for the surprise days
thank you for participating in my surprise days
thank you for the presents
thank you for the cake
thank you for the phone calls
thank you for the emails
thank you for the e-card
thank you for the letter
thank you for the sms
thank you for the blog entry
thank you for dropping by
thank you for the meals
basically...
thank you for EVERYTHING!!!!!
thank you for REMEMBERING!!!!!!
i really really really really appreciate it aLL~!!
okay... so now i gotta wait.. 365 more days to feel like this again?? hahahahahaa!!! =P
1.08.2006
watching these dramas make me dream lots =_+
so many of...
i wish i will meet someone like that...
i wish someone will do that for me..
i wish.. this..
i wish.. that...
hahahaha
i guess nothing is wrong w/ dreaming?
but.. just hope i won't b too disappointed if my love life dun turn out like that? @@''
hahahahahahaha i thought i watched lots during this break but these are it! kekeke!!
these are the things that screw up my sleeping schedule but..
it's worth it? haha =_+''
my favourite? hmm.. parts of all of them!!! ^^
the one i wanna add into my collection?
hmm....
"It Started With a Kiss" ^___^
so many of...
i wish i will meet someone like that...
i wish someone will do that for me..
i wish.. this..
i wish.. that...
hahahaha
i guess nothing is wrong w/ dreaming?
but.. just hope i won't b too disappointed if my love life dun turn out like that? @@''
hahahahahahaha i thought i watched lots during this break but these are it! kekeke!!
these are the things that screw up my sleeping schedule but..
it's worth it? haha =_+''
my favourite? hmm.. parts of all of them!!! ^^
the one i wanna add into my collection?
hmm....
"It Started With a Kiss" ^___^
after the last few episodes of the last 2 dramas..
i'll have watched everything that i wanna watch le! ^^
so.. that'll b it for me!!
no more dramas!!
until the next break... ^^
byeee...........
time to turn into geek mode!! =)
1.05.2006
i did nothing productive today.
but i'm finally home and relaxing~~ feels great! ^^
i am cleaning the folders on my comp..
came across a folder called "msn" and i wonder wut it was!
and it has 3 msn pix that i love!
hahahahaa and i'm glad i saved them even tho i dun remember i did? but looking at them just made me smile! kekeke
haha made me smile dun mean u will too but oh wells~~ haha
here they are!! =P
but i'm finally home and relaxing~~ feels great! ^^
i am cleaning the folders on my comp..
came across a folder called "msn" and i wonder wut it was!
and it has 3 msn pix that i love!
hahahahaa and i'm glad i saved them even tho i dun remember i did? but looking at them just made me smile! kekeke
haha made me smile dun mean u will too but oh wells~~ haha
here they are!! =P
hahahahaahaa!! ^_^
my souvenir from josee's trip?? hahaha!!!
a promoter for my self conceited-ness! keke =P
anywayz...
i think i've sed "i'm gonna get my haircut tomorrow" for.. a whole week now..
and still.. i haven't got it =_=''
hehehehe... i gotta get that ..tomorrow!!!!
*P.S. .... u can admire josee's artistic ability.... hahaha @@''
we have trouble taking turns talking.. we like to fight and scream to be heard first...
josee is a stalker.. she wants to know wut i am doing all the time so she can do the same thing.... hahahaha =P
but coincidentally...it turned out... we WERE doing the same thing at the same time... okay.. not exactly same i dun think... but just both.. on our beds.. in that same position... playing on our same laptop.... hahahaha.... so cool~!! hahaha.. ^_^
1.03.2006
most of the time...
i seem like a pushover...
but i'm actually very opinionated...
i just dun express it cuz i dun need ur approval of wut i think...
is this a form of laziness?
sometimes...
i find it a waste of my time to argue w/ ppl
i like to let them think wut they want
i dun correct misunderstandings
i like to appear as if i know nothing
then i dun gotta explain anything
is this another form of laziness?
nowadays...
i dun like to socialize
i dun wanna participate in small talks
i dun wanna pretend i'm interested in wut u talking about
i dun wanna tolerate wut i can't stand
i dun wanna force myself to like ppl i dun like
i dun mind not knowing ppl i dun wanna get to know
is this laziness as well?
i think these laziness arn't making me liking myself right now.
i seem like a pushover...
but i'm actually very opinionated...
i just dun express it cuz i dun need ur approval of wut i think...
is this a form of laziness?
sometimes...
i find it a waste of my time to argue w/ ppl
i like to let them think wut they want
i dun correct misunderstandings
i like to appear as if i know nothing
then i dun gotta explain anything
is this another form of laziness?
nowadays...
i dun like to socialize
i dun wanna participate in small talks
i dun wanna pretend i'm interested in wut u talking about
i dun wanna tolerate wut i can't stand
i dun wanna force myself to like ppl i dun like
i dun mind not knowing ppl i dun wanna get to know
is this laziness as well?
i think these laziness arn't making me liking myself right now.